Sunday, January 13, 2013

americana dream pt. 4




swing you sinners

as her odors aged pungent
she was adored by no one but the bar room ballers
and she muted the fact that she loved it


nightmares of sex with a faceless figure
had the texture cold boulders
positioned in an unnatural form
what treasures lay beneath her?
she scoffed the way I look
by the colour of my skin
she scoffed the way I look
with a chuckle and grin

and the children outdoors
made sandcastles out of bar room ashtrays
held together with oil and spit
while the seagulls soared to eat and shit
they used sunflower seeds as torpedoes
and used the whores who blows as strong as twisters
they stacked the fags like firewood logs
and powwowed to their guilts, their gods, their songs


my ribs became a withered spider
on its back with eight legs curled 

I woke up to the noise of passing cars
and mating birds shifting in the trees
the morning dews collected on the fingertips of bulimic branches magnified the rising sun blanketed in fog
the spirit of the radiator whispered monotone
I looked towards the east to find the vacant body of my lover still asleep and sound
she was a heavy sleeper no doubt

I began to play connect the dots with her freckles that she's been insecure about since her high-school
her navel resembled a wishing well
that I'd throw lucky pennies in
hoping she'd never leave


she wasn't skinny
she wasn't fat
she was perfect

as I ran my fingers down the silhouette of her body, I noticed a smear of blood that would soon follow
I have cut myself to the sharp curves of her body..

the imperfections she neglected
the years of childhood depressions 
...these were a few of my favorite things



I was a fool to think this would last forever...

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

current events

I haven't been so excited to see a person even when it's only for a millisecond..
either it's love / or what I'd want it to be
every time she looks at me I feel completely vulnerable.
she could level me with her eyes..




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Tuesday, January 8, 2013

venture smith island and your hands are freezing


Simon And Garfunkel - Old Friends


My dad and a ribs (a very strange thanksgiving in january)

titanium cuts hurt. strange how blood is blue (if i recall correctly..) but when oxidized, becomes red..

Wind Advisory Warning, and 41 / 50 states are having a mass flu epidemic. 

"these are the signs of the times..."

a winters norm (and I'm still a regular..)

"...a #14 Large with extra meat and extra noodles..."
"so extra meat and extra noodles.."
"actually make that extra meat and extra meatballs please.."
"do you want the onions and oil still?"
"you remembered!"

#14 large::
-extra meat
-extra meatball
-onions in oil
-pretty lady /librarian emily I call my banana bread to keep me company
-conversation

..these are the perfect ingredients that make for a perfect evening on a Monday.




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Sunday, January 6, 2013

out & about

Location: Boulder River Waterfall

Some pictures for you're viewing pleasure/discomfort

Pretty happy i invested in a hiking bag though and hopefully will do more of that this year... well i promised myself i would at least. Some good advice for myself is to probably bring some mechanic gloves to resist the wind chill while climbing. 






(picture taken by john. 'Merica)


My Kelty bag







Good Diet of nature valley peanut butter bars











grinch's birdie

Friday, January 4, 2013

Alice... oh Alice?...

what is it that covers your lips?...
wax stained sticks,
you named "Liddell"
with fourteen year old hips





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Wednesday, January 2, 2013

acupuncture much?


a map of nerves and pressure points that make for a cure of a body in discomfort.
lock lips with a dessert rose cactus